Verse 1

I believe in fate,I believe in change
besides that I'm never on my knees to pray
cos each days the day I defeat my pain
we each got ways to relieve the hate
see my face in the mirror hes to blame
If I could sneeze then god bless me today
fuck did I do wrong?,where do I move on?
I ain't the type to leave tears on the futon
I got regrets like the great walls got steps
greed is my wait-ress and I got fed
fattened my ambitions,but I lost friends
tryina mature but I guess not yet

Chorus

time flies,friends change
and im still tryina find a way
to live right,and worthwhile
just tryina decorate with a smile

Verse 2

my hearts gold,but in the wrong places
its taken me years to erase it
had court cases, assault and more cases
paid the price for caving a face in
find it amazing,how relations go
from 'wassup' to 'wheres his carcuss'
I know its fucked up but I've been the one
stunned in handcuffs while my man bums the judge
fake cunt mistake kind-ness for weak-ness
look what a smile done brung
they just-birds of a feather,flock together
I'll just fuck off on my own forever,better


Verse 3

I cant change the clock,cant change friends
who changed too much-can't recognize them
funny thing is-I changed too,but I ain't here
to bicker boohoo who hates who-
who rates who-who makes moves?
just stay out my face n pray to je-sus
wish I could forget and forgive
but I learnt to forbid any attempt
to forfeit,so friend-ships
ain't setting sail to forge it
ain't betting my bail to form it
guess that trust shit ain't important
so decorate with a smile but with caution